(BOWL XIII - II) Jealousy

You whores will never, ever know
exactly how much you've torched my soul
was it too much to ask, just,
to give another human validation?

Haven't you ever just wanted to disappear..
..be lonely for another.....?..

All those long.. long years...
how badly, I wanted
that someone like you would come along;--
put your arms around me,..
..whipser in my ear;

"You are not alone"

and now we know, in this world, we'll never have what we need.